Well, its finally here! It seems like it has taken forever all of the prep work, classes, nutrition appointments, and just finishing the pre - op diet. I started this journey at 396 pounds, the most I ever weighed, This evening I checked in at 349 . . . it has been so long, I forgot they made such a number!
Tomorrow morning I check in at 7:15 for a 9:15 surgery . I have never had surgery before so this will be a new experience. I've had my panic attacks of thinking there are some foods I may never be able to eat again and the nightmares of having my surgery canceled because I forgot to stop eating two days prior to surgery, and then there is the feelings of guilt. for not telling my parents. When I mentioned it to my mother that I was thinking about it, she told me what a waste of money it was and if I wanted to die, go ahead and have the surgery. That came after the lecture of how I would fail.
But regardless, I'm psyched and ready to discover the new me ! !
Boy, I did not intend to go on and on . . .
Good night,
Kim
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