I thought losing 82 lbs would make me smile. I thought having a BMI of 28.8 would make me happy. I felt great and now I am depressed. I have a lot going on in my life besides the weight loss but I really thought that the happiness from losing all this weight would make me excited!! Here's what I am going through:
I seem to want to eat more often and eat bad things. Nothing healthy sounds good to me and I try to select better foods yet, I am fighting an old demon. I am stressed out and angry a lot. I want to withdrawal from people, family and friends and I would rather chase food than to excersize. I am depressed. I cry over everything and I fight with my family and people outside my family. I find myself on edge a lot.
I relate this to my weight loss because for many years preceeding this journey I was pretty stable. Don't get me wrong, I could be moody or sad but this is different...
I'm seeking a counselor now and although I've only attended three sessions having someone understand me if phenominal. I just wish I could have her there everytime I needed a friend :-(
Advice please?!!!!!!!
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