I haven't posted much on the forum because I have been busy qualifying for surgery by my insurance requirements. Six months of appointments are required, so it has kept me busy. On June 1, I will have my last appointment to qualify. At that point, then I can call my surgeon and request a date for surgery. I have a mix of feelings at this point. I am excited to be near the end of the crusade to prove to doctors that I will be compliant and need the surgery. I have lost 30 pounds and trying to lose a total of 45 pounds to make the surgery as easy on all parties involved.
I was doing well with my weight loss until hitting a wall 2 weeks ago. Some thing that I struggle with reared its ugly head (bipolar disorder) that causes me to make some really bad decisions and I started eating like it didn't matter. I am back on track and hope to make my goal by July 1, though my appointments are done on June 1. Going through insurance has proven to me how much I want it. After all I have done (Losing weight, multiple appointments and lots of exercise) to prepare, it has shown me that it is what I really want. I scheduled a vacation to occur before surgery since I will make sure that I can eat a few things that I will not be able to after surgery.
Feeling excited and nervous since I have been researching and doing everything for over 2 1/2 years. I want to jump on the table on one hand and want to run the other direction on the other. Since my health comes first, I realize that it is a 51/49 percent thing and surgery wins out! Will start reading and posting now, to help with the mental component also. I look forward to hearing other points of view on this process and what post surgical life is.0"][/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT]
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