I am on day 13 of 14 of my pre op liquid diet and very happy to report that I am down 16.5lbs :-)
I will do one final weigh in tomorrow and then will be once a week for weighing in. I may even have to get my friend to hang onto my scales. Its silly weighing almost daily and would like the surprise at the end of the week to see the big losses.
Today is my last day at work now until the 11th August providing I am ok to go back to work after the 2weeks signed off after surgery.
I have taken tomorrow off so that I can go and have a pedicure, get my hair put up into a plait so I don't have to worry about it while I am at the hospital and have a last minute tidy up of my home so it stops me from trying to do it while I am recovering.
My surgery is on Saturday at St Anthony's Hospital in Cheam which is a private hospital - the NHS outsourced so should mean that I have my own room. I have to be there for 7am on Saturday and the doctor starts his rounds at 8. I don't know what time I am booked in for it all depends where I am on the list.
I have been quite calm and relaxed about it all but today (as its my last day in the office) it has finally hit me and I am really nervous, worried and excited - i've got constant butterflies. Its not the operation that's making me feel this way its what happens after......
I cannot remember what it was like to be slim i've been overweight for half my life which is nearly 15 years! Will I recognise myself when I walk past a shop window? What will my body look like?
It really is the unknown....and I cant wait to find out !
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