The last 8 days have been such an emotional roller coaster!! Saw my potential surgeon last Friday and decided on a sleeve (huge excitement!) Booked op provisionally for 17th July (huger excitement!!) Then had hassle finding funds (huge stress), have found a solution to funds problem (huge excitement again!) then today went out for lunch and it suddenly dawned on me the enormity of what I'm going to do to myself! Going out for lunch will be a completely different experience once I've had my sleeve, no glass of wine, no 2 courses, no bread, ........................(huge panic and thoughts of "What am I doing???") In my heart of hearts, I KNOW this is the right thing to do but I also know I've got to get my mindset right so I can "cross over to the sleeve side" with all guns blazing! HELP!!!
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