I have been feeling just comfortable in my body for the last few weeks and i had thought for a few days i was done and 189- 195 would be my comfortable place but my body seems to have other ideas. I had a baby 4.5 months ago breast fed till it just stopped last month and now its time to get back to eating 2 bites per meal and drinking milk. I dont believe i have stretched my sleeve but with having to force myself to eat during my pregnancy and after it has put my mind into a place i dont want it to be. I start getting hungry when i know i shouldnt be so time to curb the head hunger and drop this last 40 lbs. I honestly wouldnt be thinking anything about it if it wasnt for the fact that my hips aren't working correctly and my doctors have now ordered me a wheel chair. Now i dont want you guys to think I am in any way letting that get to me. honestly it has helped a lot because since Christmas eve (when i got shots in my hips) I have been falling my legs go week and just stop holding me up. I think i may have nerve damage from the shots. They were just b-12 and magnesium but as soon as the mag was given my leg went numb and i almost fell on the nurse. Since then i have fallen 30 times so a chair is the best thing i can have. I can at least get around and take better care of me and my family this way. But the fact that i am not able to walk much means i have to amplify the weight loss efforts so we are getting a Y member ship this week and since my mom needs to go there for therapy i know i will get there and be able to work in the pool. I am also starting back on high protein low carbs and sugar even thought i dont believe carbs and sugar are bad for you i think i have gotten too lax with the amounts i eat. especially when i started drinking my hubbys sweet tea again. I hope everyone else is doing well and loosing I can't wait to see 145 instead of 189. If i can get there which i believe i can I will have lost a total of 290 lbs, I know because i believe that, I got this
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