Since May I have been set in having the sleeve. I had done all the research and that good stuff. Knowing that the sleeve is sometimes a first step sometimes followed up by a sleeve revision to Roux-en-y, I was under the assumption that Hey, I'll have the sleeve done and then if it does not work out as I have planned, then I will revise to the Roux-en-y. Well, at my surgeon appointment yesterday I found out that the Navy no longer covers sleeve revisions so I would have to pay out of Pocket. He recommends the Roux-en-y over the sleeve for me because I am Diabetic and my BMI is 47. Now I am confused, for months I have been so set on the sleeve, and now, even though he has told me it is my decision and that he will support it even if I choose the sleeve, his recommendation is for the Roux-en-y, which is also what my endocrinologist recommends. I understand the benefits of the Roux-en-y, but somehow it just seems to be a scary option. I know that I should step back and look at the situation rationally and decide which will be MOST beneficial for me in the long run. Also, I need to remember that they are both SURGERY and there are always the risks and complications that may occur. I just am having a hard time getting around the fact that my insides will be rearranged!?!?! There is not really a question to this post, just a general spill my guts get it off my chest. All of my close supporters I have turned to have said, Yes, the Roux-en-y sounds more beneficial, but its your choice. How am I so scared of the Roux-en-y when the sleeve does not seem so scary? Deep down I KNOW the Roux-en-y would help with my diabetes and be most likely the most beneficial, I just can't seem to wrap my head around it....
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