I've got a little over a month until I leave to Colombia to have my surgery!
I was getting a little nervous because it will be my very first surgery, but I'm trying to stay positive and optimistic.
To keep my attitude up, I wrote a little list of everything I have to look forward to after the surgery.
Here goes:
1. Being able to wear shorts! I haven't been comfortable in shorts since I was ten!
2. Actually enjoying the summer. Instead of dreading the heat under my layers of clothing, I can enjoy the weather in regular clothes!
3. Being able to eat healthy without starving to death on crazy diets!
4. Exercising without chaffing. I actually love to be active but my body has been holding me back for too long.
5. Confidence! I want to be a normal 21 year old girl that loves to go out with friends and has fun trying on clothes. No more beating myself up for my size.
6. Having a healthy body. High cholesterol and blood pressure will soon be a thing of the past for me!
It may sound dumb, but this is my way of keeping any negative thoughts away. I know the sleeve is not an easy fix (my best friend had it done last year with the same doctor I'm going to). I also know that it opens up so many opportunities that we wouldn't normally have. I'm sure the road will be a little rocky, but hey, I think it's worth it!
Thanks for reading my rant guys
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