So I have been extremely emotionally depressed the last few days. What was I thinking? That me -a person with a history of depression and anxiety- would be able to cruise through this emotional after surgery process like nothing? I hate to call this the "buyers remorse" stage but maybe it is. I feel so ISOLATED can't enjoy a meal with my family, can't enjoy food out with friends. The worst of it is that I have only told a few people and I feel like I am going this alone. My boyfriends family all gets together for dinner every Sunday night (like everyone, uncles, aunts, friends, it's like Christmas dinner.. A little overwhelming) I have NOT attended this Sunday dinner for like 8 weeks now and I am pretty sure they think I hate them and I'm avoiding them. (I have not told many of them and I don't think that I need too) however...How am I going to explain the fact that I can only eat half an egg??? Will I ever be able to eat a meal with a little bit of meat and a little veggies ever again? Honestly I'm feeling really down and if there are any VETS out there that can shine a light for me it would be really appreciated. If you have went through this.. How did you get over this stage?
PLEASE NO NEGATIVE COMMENTS. I really can't handle them right now.
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