My name is Maria - I had the gastric sleeve on April 5 2012. Day of surgery I was 311 pounds. I have rocked the surgery until September 19 2012. Which was my lowest at 225. I am now 229 up to 231. On September 19 my best friend of 30 years died she was diagnosed with cancer and within six weeks she died. I have no motivation anymore. I need to lose more weight but I am stuck. I am so depressed and feel like a failure that I do no even want to go for a checkup. I was so on board and on track and now I feel so bad about myself and don't know where to turn. I know an 80 pound loss is wonderful but I feel fatter than ever. I am going back to basics but now that my stomach is healed I can eat a little more. I would do the surgery again in a minute. I have the tool. Trying to get my drive back. any advice or suggestions would be wonderful. Thank you
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