Tomorrow is the big day
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, 01-03-2016 at 06:55 PM (1887 Views)
Tomorrow I report at 8:30am for the surgery. It helps there is a Downton Abbey marathon on right now-a crazy family but a calming show.
I have a headache and kind of become overcome with tears each time I concentrate on tomorrow. I guess this is fear of the unknown. I know nobody that has gone through this which is why I joined this forum. My mother comparing it to her arm surgery at every turn isn't helping.
I very much want to fast forward through thsee next weeks of liquids still, strained soups, and fork soft food and start on the protein first with small bites- the lifetime change diet. I guess because the next weeks are a little more unclear than after that.
While nervous I am ready for tomorrow-even if the next few weeks are a bit unknown.