One year later...
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, 07-31-2015 at 10:11 AM (4464 Views)
This past Wednesday was my one year surgiversary. I cannot even begin to explain what a difference this surgery has made in my life. Everyone notices how different I am, both inside and out. Even my boss mentioned, during my mid year review, how much more confident and positive I am. He doesn't know I had WLS. He just said "Since you've gotten your health back, it's evident you are way more confident". It was really nice to hear.
I still struggle, daily, with food. What I want vs. what I should do. Some days are successful, others are not. It's an ongoing battle of my will to be healthy. Though I do know, I will never, NEVER go back to that fat girl.
I also had a consultation with a plastic surgeon to get rid of excess skin, as well as have breast implants. $28,000. So that won't be happening any time soon...but it doesn't matter. I can live with how I am, and be very proud of my success.
Anyone who tries to tell you that having WLS is the easy way out is a fool. Because this is not a magic, fat sucking pill, this is simply a tool that helps those of us who struggle with food intake, learn how to portion better. Learn what foods our bodies need vs. the foods we crave. And quite frankly, even though I crave the sugary, bready, carby things, I don't find that I enjoy them. In fact, looking back, I didn't really enjoy them as a fat girl. They were just the things I craved. And if that doesn't prove that food can be an addiction, I don't know what does.
I love my new life. And I wouldn't trade this experience, with all it's up and downs, for anything in this world.