11 months Post Surgery Confession
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, 07-22-2014 at 08:39 AM (1559 Views)
Family.... It is only with you all that I can be honest. I reached 192lbs by my 10th month (Yes 120lbs is a BIG deal). But, I have been stalled since then. Even fluctuated a pound up and down. I've become so complacent, I got used to the weight just coming off. I've also started eating slider foods. It began a little nibble here and there, then a whole cup full. I've even had some alcohol. Now with my One Year Surgiversary only a month away I had to do a Personal Reality Check. I realized that I was falling back into all my old habits to deal with stress & events in my life.
As of yesterday I started the pre surgery liquid diet (Not gonna do it for 14 days, maybe only 7) GOOD NEWS!!! I've lost a pound in a day already!!!
I know for me this is going to be an ongoing struggle to keep myself in check, I'm happy to have my sleeve as a helping tool on this life long journey. I pray for the strength to realize my slips and the wisdom to forgive myself when they happen.
I'm so thankful for this Forum, I don't have much support at home. But on this site I have THOUSANDS of fellow Sleevers by my side