So disapointed
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, 12-29-2013 at 08:11 AM (1037 Views)
I am so disappointed in myself I had gone down to 176lbs and I went back up to 189lbs
In September I had a stress induced seizure and the following 2 weeks I gained 13lbs An I have not been able to loose them, I went back down to 184lbs but then went back up to 189lbs, its so frustrating. I thought I was ready and that I could do this but it's so hard. I'm addicted to food and I have a hatred for exercise. I feel like a hypocrite for having put my body trough this and now not taking care of it. I don't eat right and I don't eat healthy, I eat when I'm hungry and it's really bad choices. If I eat meat I get really sick most of the time and it's annoying cooking a meal to only take a few bites. It's way easier to eat let's say a doughnut or a chocolate bar that doesn't make me sick and makes me full for a couple hours after wards. I would like to hear what anyone has to say good or bad...Thanks