WELL ITS DAY 12 .... IM DOWN 12LBS I HAVENT CHEATED MY PRE OP ONCE UNLESS U COUNT LICKING A CHEEZY LOL. IN ONLY 3 DAYS I WILL BE ON THE SLEEVED SIDE . PRE OP HAS BEEN A BREEZE COMPARED TO WHAT I WAS EXPECTING . I AM PRAYING TO GOD THE REST OF MY JOURNEY GOES AS SMOOTHLY!!!! IM CLEANING MY HOUSE LIKE A MAD WOMEN NOT SURE IF THIS IS NERVOUS ENERGY OR WHAT BUT IM ON A ROLL AND IM JUST GUNNA KEEP ON GOING IM CLEANING STUFF THAT HAS NEVER CLEANED B4 LOL. OH WELL IT WILL ALL BE NICE WHEN I GET HOME FROM ...

WHERE HAS THE TIME GONE ONLY 8 DAYS TILL IM SLEEVED !!! OK NOW IM REALLY FREAKIN OUT!!!! NO WONDER IM A BASKET CASE !!!! I CANT WAIT !!! DOING EXCELLENT ON MY PRE OP DIET ITS NOT NEAR AS BAD AS I THOUGHT !! ACTUALLY I FEEL REALLY GOOD HAVE NOT FELT HUNGRY WHAT SO EVER!!!! ONLY STUPID HEAD HUNGER OF COURSE DEALING WELL WITH THAT I THINK !! 10LBS DOWN SINCE I STARTED PRE OP DIET HAVENT CHEATED AT ALL EXCEPT OK I DID LICK A CHEEZY LOL BUT I DIDNT EAT IT I ONLY LICKED IT!!! THEN I FED IT TO MY DOG ...

JUST STARTED MY 4 TH DAY NO FOOD 10 TO GO TILL SURGERY AND I AM ALREADY DOWN 8 LBS!!!!!!! WOOO HOOO!!! VERY PROUD OF MYSELF I MADE IT THROUGH HALLOWEEN AND A HUGE BANQUET LAST NIGHT AT THE AUSTRIAN CLUB, THAT PUT ON PUT ON A WICKED SPREAD EVERY YEAR OF INCREDIDLE FOOD. I HAVE NOT EVEN SO MUCH AS LICKED A SPOON , KNIFE OR MY FINGERS AND I HAVENT KILLED ANYONME EITHER IM DOING GGRRRRRRRRRRRR8!!!!!! I HAVE 2 SMALL KIDS I HAVE TO COOK FOR AND A HUBBY AND IM REALLY DOING WELL!!! I TRULY THOUGHT I WOULD ...

SO FULL OF EMOTION ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY I DIDNT THINK IT WAS POSSIBLE TO FEEL EVERY EMOTION ALL AT ONCE . FEELING SOOOO EXCITED AND SAD AND NERVOUS AND SCARED AND THRILLED AND CURIOUS, GRUMPY AND OMG I TRULY AM FEELING SO MUCH RIGHT NOW I DIDNT THINK THAT WAS POSSIBLE TO FEEL AT THAT AT ONCE BUT I AM , AND THEN SOME !!! FEEL FLUSTERED AND FINDING IT HARD TO CONCENTRATE EVEN .DOES EVERYONE GO THROUGH THIS EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER ??? I FEEL LIKE IM FREAKING OUT !!! IM ALSO EXHAUSTED MAYBE FROM FEELING ...

Ok not sure I know how to do a post don't know if this will show up where I want it to or not but......but Im excited tomorrow I go for my pre op class . I hope I learn all I need to learn about my pre op diet and feel confident and more comfy about preparing and going for surgery on Nov. 14th Im quite nervous, excited, scared, oh a little of everything really . lol IS THIS HOW I DO A POST I HAVE TO DO A BLOG??? Getting a little lost on here not to good with the puter, so if u reply to me or ask ...