....and now...it doesn't seem so at all. In August, I was visiting a friend and she was telling me about a friend of hers that had gotten the sleeve. I had never heard of such a thing. So that night I googled "WLS Sleeve" and started reading...and watching youtube videos. The more I read and the more I watched, the more excited I got.
I asked my friend if I could talk to her friend. Come to find out it was someone I actually knew. (small world) She and her husband had both been sleeved by Dr. Ramos Kelly. She couldn't speak highly enough about him and his staff.
It felt as though a ray of hope had just been given to me. Like many of you, I have been battling this weight thing for the majority of my life. I have tried so hard, so many times to lose weight ... only to regain it all back. I battled a rare strain of Breast Cancer, and I am 4 year survivor. I have really bad scars left over from my mastectomies, and I want to have breast reconstruction. However, I want new ones, on a new body.
At first my hubby was on board with me. I asked him and he said yes. I booked the flight long ago, with his ok. Now, granted at the time I had no idea where I was going to come up with the money. We don't have an extra surplus of cash on hand, nor do we have insurance. I have been saving money for the past month and I did have a rummage sale so I was able to have the deposit. I was approved for a loan on Friday, so everything is a go.
He won't stop me from going. But it still would be nice if he was just excited about this as I am.
Every time I think about this surgery I just get butterflies. I really haven't stopped smiling since I made the decision to go. Just thinking of this coming year and the things I will be doing-- without weight restrictions. Going to the Amusement Park-- riding on all the rides, including the water slides! Getting our pictures taken at the old tyme photo shop. Rafting with my kids. Biking, hiking, finding the geo caches up in the mountains. Going down the zipline, and the alpine slides...the list is endless.
Reading all of the success stories, looking at the pictures, and knowing...that too - will be me. The feeling can't be described, only understood by all of you. Press on...
Blessings,
Tracy
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