Hi all. Montanamomma here. I have waited 3 years for this surgery! I am ready! When I first started researching it it seemd like a daunting thing. Now that I have scheduled my surgery and bought my plane ticket, I can hardly believe it is just a week away! I am 45 years young. I want to feel young again. I want to be free of this crappy body that I live in. I want to be healthy! I was never heavy as a child or in my teens or even my early 20's. It all started for me when I had to take fertility drugs to have my 3 gloriuos children. With each pregnancy I gained more and more weight. I have struggled for 18 years now with how my body looks and feels. The up down cycle of gaining and losing as wore me out. Depression sank in. I got heavier. I have tried to lose weight for everyone but myself. Finally the light bulb went off and I decided it was time to take care of me. For once in 18 years I am putting myself first. I'm taking my life back. I'm not going to be the fat one at reunions.....my sister once called me the "fat one" at a reunion. I was so embarrassed and hurt and angry and pissed off. I'm never going to be that again! I have been given a great opprotunity to have a clean slate and make a change. I'm ready!
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