I feel like a failure. It has been 14 month since I had my surgery. In one year I lost 110 lbs (from 260 to 150 lbs). But then I kind of got out of control – all the old habits came back. I haven’t lost anything in 3 month now. I am sad, that I have no control anymore. My sleeve is still working, but I just cheat whenever I can. I eat something , wait for 30 min and eat more. I eat because I am bored or stressed – I have always been an emotional eater. So as I said old habits are back!!!
So NOW I joined weight watchers to help me get back in control. This makes me feel really bad! I had surgery and now I need weight watchers??? I just hate myself. I am so scared to gain all the weight back (because that happened all the time before surgery!).
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