Just wondering if anyone could help with this. My surgery is they day after tomorrow and I am feeling soooo many emotions. Worried sick that I will not lose weight like I should (as has been my other attempts) and that the surgery will be for nothing, worried that I will have too much pain, nausea, complications. I have been researching this to death and probably not helping. I burst into tears today when talking to my best friend, telling her I was mad at myself for having to take such a drastic step, like how did I get here and allow my weight to get this out of control. I also read so many posts where people seem to chastise others and I had a 2 week liquid diet which I messed up for a total of 3 days, ate regular food. And I keep thinking, I want this but what if I don't have the willpower, hell, I couldn't get through 14 days of liquid without caving. I am nervous. When I start thinking about the fact part of my body will be removed, I am asking myself if I am doing the right thing. Not sure why because I have spent 3 years researching and making this decision and now I am just worried. Did anyone else experience this?
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