Three days after I last posted (and I WAS sooooooo miserable), my stomach got better! I've begun to eat again and it's such a relief. The nausea did end up being pain pills on an empty stomach, so that is gone, gone gone. The stomach aches is now touch and depends on what I've just eaten, but I can eat a variety of different foods now and feel pretty good!
I don't eat more than a couple of tablespoons of anything and strangely enough, I couldn't make it through one small scrambled egg which my stomach DID NOT LIKE. It's very clear when things go down ok, and when they don't. I like that. It's simple and impossible to misread.
When I'm in pain I get so incredibly scared! Afraid it will never go away. And I wanted to make sure to let you all know it DID go away. The last 4 days have been amazing.
One thing I noticed last night....now that I feel better....I'm a bit "compulsive" again. Looking for food to nibble on...just a bite here or there. But every hour or so....1-2 oz of Something. And I'm not hungry. I just WANT Some-Thing. Like in the pre-surgery days when I'd graze all night long, but on 10 times the volume of food, of course. Is that normal?
I'm supporting my WLS with therapy and will start working on this right away. Food is definitely my "go to" place for everything and I need to find satisfying ways to live life without this as my first "pit stop" each time I'm restless, bored, anxious, you name it...I eat. Whatever the question is...the answer is FOOD. LOL. Sound familiar?
Nina
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