I am devastated. Here I am, 2 weeks out. I had only lost 3 pounds total when i checked a few days 3 or 4 days ago. got on the scale praying to have lost another pounds and low and behold...I GAINED another pound! I am now only 2 pounds down! I just broke down into tears. I feel like I have totally wasted $13,000, 10 days off work, and I have lost the ability to enjoy food and eat normally. I wish I would not have had this surgery. It would be different if it were working, but it obviously isn't working for me! I probably could have lost 2 stinking pounds on my own with a stomach again! I just don't get it. I follow every rule, I get my protien in, I only eat what is suggested/the amount that is suggested, I get my water in. I just want to turn back time. I wish I had not done this. How can I be such a failure when everyone else is posting 20+ pound losses by now and I'm somehow gaining?
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