I've gotten off track
by
, 12-30-2012 at 06:58 PM (1393 Views)
and I'm disappointed with myself. I can blame it on my grueling work schedule (50+ hours mandatory per week on top of a 2 hour daily commute), however there really is no excuse. My work schedule is a challenge, but I'm the only obstacle to my own health.
I've been eating lots of unhealthy carbs lately. I haven't lost anything in nearly a month. Actually, I seem to go up and down 2-3lbs. I need to start tracking my protein and drinking my water again. Most importantly, I need to start exercising regularly again.
I walked on Friday and I went for a run today, so that's a start. I am so disappointed in myself, though. Why would I go through such a drastic thing as bariatric surgery if I wasn't going to do everything I could to regain my health? I feel like I can still just eat and eat and eat. How is that possible when the majority of my stomach has been removed?
Don't get me wrong, I've lost about 70lbs now. I feel amazing compared to what I used to feel like. It seems like others are so much further along than I am 5.5 months out. And I know I haven't been doing what I'm supposed to be doing. I wonder if I should go back on the liquid diet for a week or so to get my head back in the game and break myself of these carb cravings?