Seven months out ... first time on in a LONG time!
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, 08-19-2014 at 10:58 AM (1681 Views)
Hi all. Anyone remember me? I haven't been on in ages... almost 4 months. Things have been crazy in my life, which is a great thing, right? My toddler keeps me busy, I work full time, and it's been a beautiful summer here in Michigan (not too hot, not too cold).
I just wanted to share my progress so far, especially with you newbies. I know it's stressful as you're waiting for surgery and right after. Is this the right choice? Is it worth it?
Yes, my darlings. It is.
Here are some of my stats:
HW: 318
SW: 293
CW: 204
Starting Size: 24-26/3X/8.5W shoe
Current Size: 16-18/XL or L/8M shoe
I've been stalled for about 7 weeks, which happens. My first stall I FREAKED. This one, I'm pretty passive about. It'll go away. I'm still losing inches and I feel great, so life goes on. My only beef is that I wish I had stalled at 199 and not 204, lol I know a lot of people stall right before they hit ONE-derland, so I'm pretty calm about it.
I eat normal food now - it DOES get better. Promise. I have an aversion to chicken breast and pork, probably because it's all I ate the first few months. I've always been the type of person to not eat leftovers or the same thing all the time, so this isn't something new. I eat a lot of tuna, beef, ground turkey, eggs, cheese, beans and nuts. I'll occasionally eat a protein bar or make a shake, but most of my protein comes from food. I'm generally around 60-75 grams a day, and find myself at about 800-1,000 calories.
So, some NSVs (which are more important that the numbers, honestly):
I work out 5 days a week, which I NEVER could have done before. 3 days/week I do 30 minutes on the elliptical and 40 minutes of weight training. The other 2 days I do 60 minutes on the elliptical. I've noticed lots of muscle forming under my skin, so here's to hoping my skin tightens up soon!
I am averaging about 8,000-9,000 steps a day, which is up from the 3,500 I started with. (I work a desk job 40+ hours a week).
I cross my legs all the time. Is this a big deal? Nope. Do I love it? Yep!
I play with my toddler - hard. We run, we go for walks, we dance and hop around. I'm not tired, I'm not slow. It's amazing.
Sex is fun. No icky details, but it is. (My boobs are like deflated balloons, though. Thank God for push up bras.)
I meet new people and don't think "OMG, they're going to judge me because I'm the fattest person they know". I'm happy and confident, and it definitely shows.
I fit comfortably in chairs, go through turnstiles with ease, shop in "regular" stores, and even wear my friend's jacket, which I assured her would never fit me because I'm fat, then zipped up with room to spare. Viola! It was magical.
I still want to lose... definitely. However, I'm happy with how far I've come. At first, I was caught up in the "well, so-and-so lost 40 pounds in the first three months and I've only lost 32..." but I realized that it's my journey, not theirs. If you're comparing yourself, please stop. It doesn't help. It just stresses you out.
Ok... so here's the fun part... PICS It's so weird how I LOVE having my picture taken now, lol.
Day I came home from surgery and three weeks ago:
Two weeks after surgery and a month ago:
Two weeks after surgery and a month ago:
Vacation with my hubby:
Visiting a dairy farm with my daughter (clearly I like this shirt, lol):
My incredible shrinking face :
So, that's that. If you're having a hard time, please keep your chin up! It's a bumpy ride, but it's totally worth it. (hug)