Hope you are doing well!

Personally, I love to watch surgery videos. I have always wanted to be surgical nurse as I find the body fascinating and I like to see how they fix things inside. Doesn't freak me out at all. I know what they did and it didn't scare me at all.

Do not view surgical procedure on u tube. I would never do it. It is a bad idea. Use u tube to look at the success stories the people have posted. Only positive and good thoughts...You can do this!