Day 5 pre-op

[lshepler]

Wow. Day 5. Today at work went by more easily. I'm realizing a lot of things. Like, when I can finally eat real food again, I am really going to appreciate it. I hope I never lose the appreciation for having the food I need to sustain my life. It is truly a gift, and I have been abusing it for so many years. The smell of food affects me some, but not much. I guess it's having the mindset that I am on a mission, and that mission includes being on this pre-op diet for 14 days. I do wish I was further along in this phase. However, I know that come next Wednesday or Thursday, I will probably be freaking out, knowing that it's getting close.
On the way home from work tonight, I realized that "hey,this is really happening!" I only ever dreamed that I could have the surgery, and now, it is a reality. It is hard to get my head around it. I know it is serious surgery, and that there are major risks and possible complications. And it still just freaks me out that it is really happening.
The fact that I am getting by on 7-800 calories every day is freaking me out. I don't think I could do it on my own if it wasn't a requirement. But somehow, knowing that it is a requirement, it is easier. If I had been told I could eat a variety of things, it might actually be harder. So strange.
the only thing that is really bothering me is the persistent headache I seem to be having. But my neck has been really bothering me and I suppose it's related to that. I am so thankful my husband has taken on the responsibility of feeding the girls...it is very hard handling real food and not being able to eat it. Even taste it.
I look forward to the time after I'm back on regular foods, and eating small portions, small bites. I think that all of this re-training is going to be just what I need to develop new habits. I really look forward to being a skinny, healthy me.

[MoreFitDiane]

We're all cheering for you Lisa!

[hollieann71]

Lisa I am on day 12 of pre op diet....my surgery is Monday! while reading your post it was just like I was typing it! I too had headaches...but they went away around day 5..6....no more sugar cravings...etc..........Ive had creamed soups...broth and protein drinks seems like forever now! but two more days then I wake up and leave for hospital! Im freaked out and excited! My kids are teenagers, and have been on their own....its funny they wont eat in front of me....Im over it now..it doesnt bother me! my starting weight 12 days ago was 318 , the Dr weighed me yesterday and I am down to 299...... i cant believe it~! and I too cant wait to have this new tool to help me learn how to control my food issues and make better and smaller choices! I still cant believe it! that its really happening!

I wish you luck on your pre-op diet! and best wishes keep in touch! when is your surgery? maybe we could be facebook friends and chit chat and compare and research our needs!? let me know what ya think! Hollie

[sandyfromoz]

Great going you guys, all the best in 2 days hollie and lisa i am only 10 days in to the 4 weeks.it is getting easier.good luck to you both and best wished for your ops

[Heather]

Your whole mindset about food will begin to change after surgery, it amazes me! Food is now fuel, not pleasure! I plan what to eat and say, what will give me energy, not, what is my favorite or what will taste the best today. My dad comes over to dinner with us and says I hate to eat in front of y'all, but at this point it really doesn't bother me anymore. Of course it helps that everytime I try on clothes I need a smaller size, I would give up a burger for that anyday, only now I have the tool to do it!! My husband and I were sleeved together and we laugh all the te about how little we eat now, and we are so satisfied we food, and life!