Hi everyone. Today is my first day of pre-op for my revision on March 11th. I can’t believe this is happening. I don’t remember being this scared the first time. I think the knowledge I have now that I didn’t have 6 years ago when I got my sleeve is scaring the shit out of me because now I know what it is like to succeed and fail at this and I don’t want to fail again. The pre-op diet was SO easy for me the first time but I’m having a really hard time wrapping my brain around starting it today. It’s like it’s one step closer to something that I might fail at again. Does that make sense?
Anyway, I just wanted to get this out. I’m doing the whole journaling thing to deal with food and emotions. I can’t really eat this fear away so I am getting it off my chest and hoping someone out there has any words of wisdom they can share...
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