I am due for my sleeve in about a month. I have been wavering back and forth for over a month. Embarrassment number 1. Since my 6 month start date I have added weight. Embarrassment number 2. I bought a boat that requires me to have it not on a dock but on a mooring. I have to take a boat launch ( sort of a taxi) to get to it on the water. I have done this about 20 times with no issues except for today where I lost my balance and fell in. My cell phone, wallet and very expensive boat electronics went in with me. Embarrassment 2A. I could not pull myself out of the water without assistance. Just feeling really bad for myself. Trying to make it my motivation to move forward next month to get the surgery. I have been on the fence for months. Obviously I need the surgery but I keep telling myself I don't. Just feeling sad and depressed looking for the silver lining.
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