I had an ex boyfriend's brother that used to sing Honky tonk badonkadonk to me every time he seen me but now I think he'd sing something about saggy britches. Lol. Lord have mercy, I never thought I'd lose my butt. My pants are struggling to stay up. Toning up after gastric sleeve surgery is a must but so hard when you have my schedule/life. Sometimes, I don't know how I find time to read y'alls posts/messages. I do have to say that on Monday, I sat by the pool while the kids swam. I wore shorts that were too big for me and an exercise top because I don't have a bathing suit. I wanted to get in the water but my energy level right now is at an all time low. Anyway, I already have a low self esteem and the saggy skin doesn't help. I used to wear tank tops when I was with my ex husband and he would make fun of my fat arms. After a few years of that, I found myself not wearing tank tops anymore and my arms never seeing the light of day. I want to get my confidence back and get my ex out of my head. I haven't been with him for many years but his words stick with me every time I look in the mirror. Thank God for counseling but it takes time to kill that voice that has been there for 13 years. I'm working on it and when I do, I hope I see him out and about. He will always be ugly on the inside and out but I'm not and I'm tired of him making me tell myself that I am... with or without a butt!
Rant over! Lol
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