Today marks 2 weeks since my surgery. Overall, physically I feel wonderful. But I don't seem to be showing it to other's around me. This is by far not a easy journey, but the one thing I was expecting more of was weight loss. I weighed in at 308.4 the day of my surgery. I am 295.6 this morning = -12.8 pounds.
The day I came home my scale said 315 and the following morning I was 309.
I am firstly confused as to what number should be my starting number?
The other issue is I feel I have had such a short fuse with my poor boyfriend recently. I don't know why. I feel like right now I am upset with myself because to be honest I was envisioning myself loosing this much weight the first week, yet that has not been the case. Which I why I am asking what should be my starting number?
Also I feel like when I started my weight loss journey I was 393. I am so close to hitting the 100 pound mark but yet I feel so far. My body has never let me get past 297. I plateau then I give up in the past. So I am not sure if my body is still fighting that, or if it is even part of the issue.
I have a call into my doctor because he was un able to come to my 2 week post-op and I would like to speak to him.
Either way I am super hard on myself and expect more out of myself I lost 87 pounds on my own and I just want to keep going.
I just don't want to be a raging witch while in the process.
Thanks for listening.
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