Originally Posted by
DutchSleeve
I have maintained at 106 lbs for the last 8 months,that was my lowest weight.
I really could do with a couple of pounds more, I am really skinny.
I just didn't want to go and eat things I should not eat, just for the sake of gaining, I trusted my body and the process.
I always read that at some point I will gain a couple of pounds, this was just rock bottom and that weight does not stay.
Having said that...
I gained a couple of pounds over the last 6 weeks.
Nothing dramatic, I went from 106 to now 109.
But the point is, I didn't make any changes in my eating habits.
I still make healthy choices, get my proteins in, watch my fluid intake, getting my exercise, everything stayed the same.
I am eating between 1400 and 1500 calories every day.
And I stil track and weigh my foods.
The truth is: this really freaks me out completely.
I have to use all my mental strength to not go eat less, or diet again.
In my head I know I need to gain those pounds, but it is the ease, with which this happens.
Not doing anything strange and then still gain, that is exactly what happened every time I had been on some sort of diet pre op.
Will this gaining weight stop at some point?
I feel very insecure right now...
Like I said, it may be silly, but it is the way I feel.
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