I have been overweight or heavy set my whole life. I always hide my insecurities behind jokes and smiles and pretend to not be bothered. I become the helper and the super friendly person because I always felt I had to over compensate for not being a healthy weight. I work a stressful job and have a nice husband and two kids and everything seems great. Dee down I just am not not comfortable in my own skin and avoid social situations and any activity where I will be embarrassed because I’m over weight. I made a decision to have WLS and my hubby is not 100% for it because he loves me. But he also knows how I am not living life fully because of my insecurities. I want to enjoy life and be hable to do things without feeling self conscious about my weight. I want feel sexy and pretty and just feel healthy and not weighed down. I have done every diet under the sun and I feel that I need this tool to help me finally lose the weight I need to and change my life. I’m having surgery in Mexico 🇲🇽! December 4, 2018 and I am nervous and scared and happy and scared and unsure but I feel too like there is hope finally to let the real me out from behind the fat that keeps me from doing everything I want to do in my life. I hope to make friends to travel through this journey who understand what I have been going through and won’t judge my decision to make my life better.
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