Hello everyone,
I am new to this forum. Yesterday I saw the surgeon that I am supposed to get my sleeve surgery. I am seriously considering the procedure but I still have doubts and fears. I am weighing the pros and cons and I do see much more pros then cons. I am 5, 9” at 265 lb , 55 years old female. I have high cholesterol, fatty liver, gallstones, acid reflux and knee problems due to excess weight. So, there are enough reasons already. I’ve had surgeries before and I don’t fear the surgery itself. But I have a sweet tooth, and I do tend to overeat at night. I am afraid I won’t be able to change these bad habits and also afraid of regretting my decision. However, when I think about how beneficial this can be for me and when I read all the successful stories on this forum , it gives me courage and strengthen my decision.
My life has been significantly changing since I started to gain weight . I don’t enjoy myself anymore, in fact I can’t even look at the mirror without hating what I see. I can’t bend to tie my shoes without going out of breath, can’t kneel anymore, can’t do yard work and exercise has been reduced to walks when my feet allow me. Now, as I am finishing this letter, and listening to myself, I realize : what am I waiting for? 😄There should no doubts!
I know this is just a tool and I will need to change my habits. The surgery alone won’t fix my problem. I guess that is why I am going back and forth. For not knowing I can trust myself, after years of yo-yo dieting. Anyway, thanks for reading and for this space.
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