So I spoke with my mom today to confront her about how she makes me feel when she makes certain remarks about me getting surgery and the size that I am now. So I told her that the times that she's made comments like after my brazilian butt lift and breast aug for bigger boobs she said " brianna please dont go back to the size you were you look so good at this size" and that made me feel like she didnt like me the way I was and then today she said " brianna i like the size you are now but the size you were after that other surgery you were such a perfect size" and im like really??!!! how can you say that!! So we finally got on a phone call and she said something sweet which was that she didnt care if i was the size of my best friend jessica or the size of a barn she would love me regardless because i'm her child so that made me feel better. But due to how it made me feel for the past few weeks made me feel like not having her to come with me when I go to Dr.Almanza in TJ. Im still debating whether or not to take her and my dad with me and my husband down there for when i have my gastric sleeve but I'm concerned for my moms doubtfulness or negativity. I know thats not good to have when trying to recover and to stay disciplined with the post op care and lifestyle changes.
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