I spent a lot of time journalling this morning -- crazy thinking going on.
Does anyone else ever suddenly feel like they are not "thin" enough? I see bones that I'm not quite as excited to see, and I look fine in the mirror. But my head is just convinced I need to lose more.
My mom used to harp at my sisters and I about weight constantly. (None of us were heavy, in looking at pictures from then.) Every mouthful was criticized. Mom's been gone since 1999 (well, siblings as well). I struggled with bulemia/anorexia for many years, until I started having kids. Then determined to be healthy. Did fine until medications/health issues caused extreme gain and nothing worked to lose it.
Yes, I have had counseling; yes, I know my mom was wrong. So what's up with the crazy think?
Thanks for any insights.
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