Hello everyone,
I have been going through some things and stayed away from the forum because there is always one or two people that always come on my post with negativity instead of support and I've already beat myself up enough. So if your reading this and only have bad or negative comments please move on.
I'm very embarrassed to write this. So in Nov I gave you all a update. I met the surgeon and he told me to lose 25 pounds and I'm all set for surgery. Well here I am a month and a half later no where close. I lost 9 pounds and the. Over the last week gained 3 😢. So now I'm back to needing to lose 20-21 pounds. Like what is wrong with me my surgery is so close I've done all the classes, psych evaluation, blood work support groups and I'm stuck. What else is sad is through my insurance it's only 100 dollars but if I go to Mexico it's 4,400 (and I'm really considering that)
Yes I know the surgery is a tool and I have to still work hard but I'm at that point where I need a tool to help so please forgive me if I don't want to hear the speech or be talked down too because I get it.
I've even confiscated going to the diet dr for a month to get appetite suppressants to help me get this 20 pounds off. Sorry this post is all over the place I'm just stressed depressed and so mad at myself
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