Hi all! I'm getting sleeved in January. Looking forward to sharing this journey.
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Hi I´m new as well, and are getting my sleeve done january 9th. Looking forward to follow your journey.
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Startet my journey a year 01.01.2016: 273 lbs -BMI 41.91 and highest ever
16.12.2016: 250 lbs - BMI 38.26
09.01.2017: operation day
Just got my final approval from my surgeon today and my surgery is officially scheduled for 1/11/17, with Dr. Almanza.
This process has been about 5 years long due to having to restart the process MULTIPLE times; job changes, insurance changes, cross country moves, random insurance exclusions, etc. So... self pay it is. Took me a while to get the money/financing handled but it's all in order now and finalized. Even bought my airplane tickets.
I am a giant bundle of nerves today. The anxiousness, excitement, fear, hope... is all bundled in a big knot right now. I can't believe this is actually going to FINALLY happen.
A small bit of my story: I was 134lbs all my life, until I got pregnant with my oldest child. After that I was dealing with pretty massive depression and medications made my weight skyrocket from a post pregnancy 170lbs to 230 in less than a year. 3 years out from childbirth I was dieting and starting to be able to lose a little weight and got pregnant with my youngest. That pregnancy I was borderline toxemic and gained OVER 90 pounds. I never really lost it... Well sure, a few pounds here or there but always I'd find them and all their friends and pack them right back on me. lol
I have weighed MORE than 230 pounds since 1998. I am currently JUST down from my highest weight ever (300lbs) and am sitting at 293. My goal is wherever my body is comfy, UNDER 180lbs. I honestly hope it's NOT lower than 140 because I look emaciated at that weight; every rib shows. I am nervous about excess skin, of course, because now that I am over 40 I have lost elasticity and now that I've been 230lbs+ for 18 years I have no idea how much I can 'bounce back'. But I'm not going to let fear of looking like ' a melted candle ' stop me from getting healthy.
Yeah... I think that covers it. Sorry for the rambling.
Hang in there girl...we are doing this together ,started pre-op today...I hope it's not as tough as everyone says,just going to stay busy going into the holidays and try not to over think it all. I want to be thin more than I need to eat right now. My husband and kids love me but I just don't love myself,sure pray that this helps heal that self esteem thing I've had for yrs.
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