I have a date for my surgery (July 8). Now, I am going to stop reading forum posts, watching youtube videos, and googling about it! Some of this info freaks me out a bit.
Happy to hear positive stories, though.
Also, I am doing this alone and not telling anyone. I'm divorced and I know if I tell friends or family they will think I'm crazy and try to talk me out of it.
It's a huge step, and probably many people will tell me since I am not extremely obese I should just lose it on my own. At 50, I've yet to be successful with that method.
I am nervous and do question this decision at least once a day, but I'm tired of food controlling me, I'm tired of feeling ashamed, I"m tired of feeling tired and lethargic.
Thanks for letting me get that out!
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