I am not stressing really about it but its just a fact that now isnt so bad as it used to be. I am not freaking out saying OMG I gained 10 lbs i need to eat more (like i used to. then gain like 40 on top of the 10 that freaked me out). NO now I am able to simply get on the scale after seeing my clothing getting tighter and see that I am 175 instead of 165. Ok so what does that mean? It means I need to get my ass back in gear because to me it does say in my brain " I am getting fat again" but its doesnt take me on that roller coaster of emotions and guilt eating anymore. Its been three and a half years since my surgery. I was terrified of regaining weight before surgery I felt I might be the only person this doesnt work for but then i realized threw the journey its not the sleeve that doesnt work its me. If I dont work my lifestyle changes then I will not succeed. In recent weeks I have been sitting a lot not exercising due to a foot injury. The last few weeks have sucked because I also am still recovering from a hysterectomy and that has my emotions all messed up and at times I feel like i was just depressed eating but I have learned to recognize those moments and stop them pretty fast. But now my foot is almost healed the stitches are out and I can put my weight on it again so today is my back on track restart. Time to get moving and less eating.
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