Hi all!
I've been MIA awhile. I spent December in and out of the hospital with what they think was a stomach virus, but now they think it is something I need to see a specialist about. Anyway, couldn't eat, couldn't drink. Everything came back out one end or the other. I had no energy. I slept all the time. Finally they put me on Zofran to control the nausea. It worked after 3 days, which I am so very thankful for. I still vomit and have other... uhm... issues, but at least I can attempt to eat.
The problem is my GI tract is so swollen, I can only eat about 1.75 ounces at a time. I get my liquids in now, but I have to fight really hard to get anywhere near 60 grams of protein. I am getting about 600-800 calories before vomiting. I am slowly starting to dance again. About an hour and a half a day slow instead of my pre-sickness 3 hour hard practice daily.
I know I need to eat more, and specifically protein, but I am having such a problem.
And to top it all off, when I finally could eat again, I gained 4 pounds in 2 days and it won't go away! I know it was because I was in deep starvation mode for nearly 5 weeks and my body needs to reset but it's so frustrating to deal with gaining weight on top of everything else.
I'm so disheartened right now. The past month was horrid and who knows what the specialist may find. I just wanted to at least not worry about the weight too, but no such luck.
I am going to see my family for the first time in 16 months in 10 days. I was at 206 4 days ago and was so hoping to be in Onderland by then, but now I am back and holding at 210.
Tell me it will be okay. Tell me if I work my plan, my body will recover and I'll get back on track.
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