Saw a friend yesterday who I knew in high school and had the biggest crush on. I know its an old thing but having him look at me twice like "hey girl" was like heaven lol I love the looks i get now I used to get them bug but I got away from being that person and feeling those things and now its like "Yeah its me!" LOL At times its hard to remember how far i came Its hard to think back and really face that i gained 300 excess pounds because i was scared. Scared of life scared of rejection scared of all kinds of things and now...now I am ready for everything life has to offer. And those "looks" I get are just an added bonus. So what if i trip and fall on my face I still look like this doing it LOL We all have that fear of falling when we are big and now i feel like that fear has NO control over me anymore! So in a way weird NSV I am not afraid to trip anymore LOL Hope you guys are having a great day!
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