Originally Posted by
mjb
Hmmm, I was identified at an early age, like 6 or 7, as heavy by my weight obsessed grandmother. My mother had died so she was an important figure and dragged me to the pediatrician for dieting in the 1960s. The more food was forbidden the more I longed for it. Alternately, being heavy I was not very athletic and preferred sedentary hobbies like art, drama, reading. Always last kid picked for teams etc. As a teenager I was TWICE sent to Weight Watchers camp where I would loose 25 pounds and proceed to regain it when I got home. In my 20s I got interested in exercise and worked with a nut. and got to a pretty healthy weight for me, about 150. However from 30 to 40, I would cycle, losing, then regaining, but always ending up a bit higher. I am a lesbian and when my partner got pregnant I gained 30 pounds with her and now was hanging out in the low 230s. In my 40s sometimes I'd just hang out at that weight, other times I'd gain. I did a high protein dr. monitored weight loss program and went from 260 to 200 in 6 months. Exercise helped at first to keep the weight off, but over time I gained that all back. For me, food is something I love. I celebrate with it, comfort myself with it, calm myself with it. Exercise hasn't been so hard (treadmill or elliptical) but portion control--Forget about it. And the larger I got, the more I ate. Rarely was hunger a cue. My PCP had been suggesting bariatric surgery for a number of years as a lot of her obese patients had been successful with this. I and my friends and family were initially opposed. However, over time and with research I decided to go for it. I am now one month post-op from the sleeve and have lost about 40 pounds overall and 25 post-op. I still struggle with portion control and have had no adverse effects (naseau, vomiting, diahrea) from eating too much. I have kept my calories down to 600 per day and protein at 60+ grams. The challenge for me, I think, will be to eat slowly enough and stop soon enough. As of this week my nut said 750 to 900 calories per day for the next 11 months. Hoping that will work. So far, very happy with my surgery, but for me the big issue is always keeping the weight off.
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