So, I'm going to preface this by saying that I cried tonight for an hour. Is this normal? My surgery is set for this wednesday which is maybe forty-eight hours away and I suddenly got to thinking, "hey, you did well on the pre op diet, maybe you can make this work" and "you are only 24, you can work this weight off" and "I didn't try hard enough"...my mother, bless her heart, has been little to no help. She is getting the sleeve done in September, so when I started melting down she started melting down because I was her rock. I'm so nervous tonight, you'd think surgery was tomorrow. I even went and picked up an advanced directive...
Please, someone tell me that they had this same violent, sudden onslaught of "aw shucks" right before their date...like literally, right before...this way I don't think I'm crazy and I shouldn't have it because I'm afraid of pulmonary embolism or never eating a slice of birthday cake again...
Second,
I couldn't go to the bathroom, had a run-in with the ER (and it turns out I need my gallbladder removed), I have a stiff neck and the hospital gave me a dang laxative made of SUGAR KNOWING I HAVE SURGERY IN LIKE TWO DAYS....and to top it off, my friend said she had a solution. Gave me something she said was all-natural, only to find out that it is called Colosan and it has magnesium! Can I even have that TWO DAYS before surgery...am I going to have to call off my surgery...will my surgeon kill me....
I. Have. Officially. Lost. All. Cool. Points.
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