]Ok, here it is I'm nervous.... I am really at that point where I am going " is this what I really want and need" and am I the only one who is thinking that. I need it to get here already. I'm scared because everyone says it life changing and honestly I don't want "life changing" I want it to change that aspect of my life I don't like. I hate that I am not a fit person and I can not be as good of a mom as I know I am because I cant breath when I run around with my kids. I hate that I don't feel sexy when I am with my husband. Yet, I love my life, love my family and don't want to pick the wrong path. I keep thinking what if something goes wrong and I put my life in jeopardy. I also know that I cant keep up these bad habits of eating either. I am on my first day of the clear liquid diet so I know I am hungry and a bit more emotional because of it but I just need someone to say "yes I have been there and yes I have felt all that " and "yes everything turned out great". Either way I am hear praying for the best!!!!
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