Sorry you have had a rough go of it. Hopefully, things get better from here and the weight loss continues to sail along. Your fears are understandable. I think we are all somewhat fearful going in. I know that dying on the table didn't scare me as much as going through a bunch of complications in the future. I hope that you can start enjoying the journey you are on and stop having to feel like whats next. And I hope that your replacement surgeon is far more attentive to what is going on with you.