So this is going to sound like a lot of whining, cus it is! I should have started my preop diet Monday...it's thusday night and I still haven't even went to store for all the stuff.. I've just had so many apps! I'm talking 3,4 a day!(I had some abnormal preop tests last week, so I've had to see a ton of people!) I just keep changing the date, "I'll start after Labor Day" "I'll start after my daughter bday" now I'm saying "I'm not gonna lose any weight anyway, so I'll start Monday, that would give it a week" my surgery is the 16th, I wish I was as excited as I was last month when I got my surgery date? I think Im scared that: it won't work, I won't be able to stomach the protein, that it will be painful.. Yep those are all the things racing in my brain, I know it's sabotaging me before I even start!
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