Sounds like you are wanting to loss this fight. It's easy to give in. But you have to decide what to do for your life. This forum and all the sites in the world will not change you. You have to do that. There is tons of help out there. Call your doc and get back on a program, buy self help books, get on the internet and reserach and teach yourself control. I hope what you wrote on here for all to see helps someone else to not give up. Your life is worth so much more. Good Luck! I am going to make what you wrote a real goal to never fall in that trap. Thanks
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