Hello all!
It has been a little while since I've posted or been on this site, I've been very busy with the outside world and school lately, lots of stressing out. My weight has been doing good, I've still lost lots of weight and according to my doctors I'm still on track but could be doing better. I've started on my routine again and did my 5k at 1h13m, a good thirty minutes off my time from last year. No I didn't run it, that's not possible right now and I really don't care.
Anyway, I've noticed that I've been really mood swingy lately, not even necessarily around that time of the month. Some days I'm great, it's like I'm high, and then others are just really cruddy. Those are the days where I'm too self-absorbed to get up and do anything, and the days I get a coffee during class. I really don't know if this really has anything to do with the surgery or not, but I kind of feel like it does. Before, even at 320 lbs I felt hot. It was like I had reversed BDD, I thought I was smaller than I really was. I'd wear cute clothes like everybody else, and ended up looking way worse than they did. Now, at 65lbs less it seems like I've blown up. I always feel ridiculous about things, and I've almost adopted a bum attire.
Like I said I'm not entirely sure if this is the surgery or just some resurfacing of things, but has anybody else had problems post-op? Just really curious.
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