I can't believe it's been two weeks and it's surreal to me that I'm sleeved.
I'm doing excellent relatively speaking, nothing major to complain about health wise. Just my energy seems to have slowed down.
Yesterday I got on the elliptical and was only able to do 5min., got on the treadmill instead I was pooped by minute 11 on there.
I'm meeting sometimes passing my protein goals, I'm taking in about a liter and half of water, my goal is two for now. I'm taking all my Bariatric vitamins daily (multivitamin, vitamin D3, biotin, B12 w iron, and calcium) I still have my moon, though I expect it's last day today, but I'm wondering if that is why energy has been low. I will wait a day or two before I bombard my surgical nurse/dietician with texts.
I have started reading (again) A Course In Weight Loss (hopefully I will get past the first chapters this time) it is tedious work to deal with issues around my food compulsiveness. Currently I'm not hungry whatsoever in the early part of the day, but come 8pm I'm fantasizing about my first real meal on day 30. I'm on a schedule. I sip on my protein shake even if I'm not hungry, I concentrate on that first. In the evening I sip on bone broth and have added tiny bits of soft tofu, sauces and spices to dress it and change it a bit. I've had fresh young (soft) coconut meat, and the soft seaweed (kelp) that comes in my miso soup and my tummy was okay, but I did do it out of compulsion I just had to chew something.
For now, I'm just trying to stay present and focus on healing. I log in every sip (or bite) of food into LoseIt, I scheduled to get daily and weekly summary. I'm taking in about 500-650 cals on average, about 60% of is my proteins. I can tell on my clothes that I've lost weight. My scale shows about .5lbs weightloss daily with some less. I think for here on I want to focus in reshaping my body. I can tell my butt is going to go first lol!
My job now is do to what I can (I will do what I can within my abilities) to not just reshape my body, but to transform my mind and heart as well. Love conquers all.
Wishing you all health, healing, love and peace in each of your own transformations and journeys.
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