thanks kismet. I've been beating myself up for so long for putting the pounds back on that I lost touch with the reality that I DID LOSE 95 LBS once.
and hopefully I can find my drive and remember...

thank you wanagl....I will strive to remember that.

thanks everyone. Ive tried counseling twice but couldn't be honest enough to say my true thoughts-if that makes sense. I have the fear that I have stretched out my stomach I have a great PCP -in...

I am 2 years out from surgery. lost 95 lbs. in the first 4 months. my doctor told me that wasn't great bec I started out at 441.
I went into a personal spiral after that due to going back to bad...