Ok since i decided on taking this journey i wanted to get the sleeve i figured less down time and it would give me a chance to tone and less health risk after surgery but in reality i wanted the full Monty and go with bypass i had my last meeting with surgeon today im going with the bypass yes i think thats the best for me and my weight issue you guys dont know how much i luv having you all in my corner i know my blogs be ups and downs and i haven't even had my surgery yet and i hope i can still

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Omg i cant believe like 6 more days my life is gonna change for ever i have my final meeting wit my surgeon tiday at 2 pm i can't wait so many questions my mind is doing flips .

ok im not being ungrateful for my blessings but i just found out i havse to see a heart doctor before they clear my surgery date (insurance company) is they to me lol everything went well wit nutritionist and psy doc and i thought i was done but things change in a blink of an eye my surgery date is in 10 days will they clear me by then i dont have illnesses i have joint pain and a very high bmi i pray things get better and stay the same i need this and want this so bad my what if is am i to healthy

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went to walmart got some comfortable pillows and got everything on list really dont want no pain but i need to feel this to my heart so i know i have to work hard this is going to change my life imso excited,,scared,emotional at the same time i been so snappy and moody and on edge lately i cant eat my mind is on post op mode things dont taste the same and water and protein shake has been my best friend i feel so blessed that i have a chance to fix what I've done to myself im almost done with clearance

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Ok had EGD done to my surprise he said it looked good my heartburn be feeling like fire in my chest but doc said so far so good i have gastris i know i misspelled it lol which doesn't take me out the game so im glad on a whole other note my partner is pissing me off i know im moody bitchey and above but i need him to have several seats im so stressed and he means well but im over his ish i know this isnt a blog for relationships but he just getting on my nerves thanks for listening...